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Tell me you need me Then leave me Come back As if nothing happened  Needing advice  The boldness is nice But scary  How I let people  Back in my life Boundaries Sacrifice  Falling And waiting  I'm tired of this cycle  Get me out this circle Trust  Or be Trusted Loyalty  Is lusted People be trying me

Deflecting  What is  Perfection With little direction  We seek We don't think I am setting boundaries  Taking my power back And I what do for me Anit got shit to do With this or that   Everytime my solar returns I become more aware That life is more then a job A wife And a baby A girlfriend  A boyfriend  I came to my realization  That my life is an Experience  It's not lazy or competitive  It's not about trying to one up It's not trying to paint a picture So it pleases the one whom  Gazes from a far It's not a currency  That you can sea   It's bigger then the seeing eye Could see Brighter then the Sonshine And all this talk about time Is an illusion  Trying to confuse em Most are still asleep In this time of awareness I wanna say more  But I say less  One last question  To ask if you contest Red pill Blue pill  Which one do you thinks best?

 Issa a karmic year  The year of the dragon So don't dragging Everything you let Is coming for you If you do things right You be feeling human When you walk through Because life is more  Then what they tell you Although what is told is swell Oh in life you will do so well Then life begins and we unlearn All things we were taught All the things we thought  Were helping Were hurting Confusing support with enabling  In this year I will be starting all over again

First Are you ready  I'm set To go Things packed  Imagination on flow Drifting back To what I know I know I knew Like the dew of the Rising My eyes damped What happened  What's happening  A dream Life stopped between 17 and 27 Infinite  Reaching  Tossing and Turning  Concerned  But not concerning  Re-turning 

 Do I love you Do I hate you Do I like you  Do I spite you Do I wanna fight you Am I into you Do I defend myself  Do I defend you Do I keep pretending  Do I keep demanding  Do I keep understanding  Innerstanding is not an option  Overestimated  Overstanding Finding balance is demanding