Left on Read

 Confused and intrigued I misread you...Stuck in my head like a familiar tune that I cant remember the words too...swinging my legs and grinning feeling more the the beginning...its the facts and the actions that give me life...its my haste that give some fright...I know wrong from right but why does this feel like either option...my is my heart so heavy....selfish am I? Being selfless is the goal but I always find myself in the fold...trying to be bold...but really I'm meek...and love laughter and joy is all I seek..You make me think ...you seem to want to hear me...I dont want you to go...friendship runs deeper then what I can see...I live by faith so that's free...I desire for you to find joy with or without me...Leaving me on read at least i know you see me...Maybe you need time it will be hard but I'll give you space...I just hope you know with me your being is in a good place..

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