2022

Life

People

Love

Sadness

Happiness

Failure

Just a few things 

That I have experienced

2022

You did a number on me 

Started with 2

Ended with 1 

In less then 6

Took only 5 trips

1 too many calls of concern

Turned too what was really

Going on

Sadness wasn't an option

Because I was the problem

The removal of oneself was a process

While still processing

Month 7 was the hardest

But still not my greatest test

Month 8 was like my great escape

Falling back

Falling into

Me

Month 9 was harder then 10

But month 11

Is where my joy lived

Cause by month 12 

It was like starting all over again

Maji is not just a title 

It is who I am

Tired of having to express that

Over and over again

Looking for myself

Again 

No longer playing

Or saying

Just moving 

Fluidity

Starts to find me

Then I go to place I shouldn't be

I see why month 7 was hard for me

I wasn't tripping 

I just had the wrong party

My gut never lies

Feeling gutted

I stuttered trying to say what I saw

Flashbacks 

I almost fell

Knowing that I knew but that I didn't know

I guess for me again

I reap what I sow

I will no longer live in uncertainty

Won't hold on to things 

No longer giving out parts of me for free

So today January 17 2023 

I'm warning you 

Please don't FUCK WITH ME!